Artistspin's Journals

upcoming shows

Okay kids,

it's that time of year again spooky and kooky halloween along with some great halloween bashes.

This thursday I am attending the Big D and Kids Table annual halloween bash at the Paradise club located on Commonwealth ave, Boston Mass. They are playing two show's Thrusday is 18+ and Friday is an all age show so get out their and support your local Boston ska band.

Then around the cornor is the AP fall tour which my boys The Academy is performing alongside with Mayday and other's awesome band's and that is Nov 5.

I am debating still though going to see ALL time Low and Less than Jake before the year is out because I know in 2010 there going be a lot of new awesome concerts to come.

Patrick stumph

Ladies,

today a sad news Patrick Matrin vaugh stumph has annouced he will no longer be updating his website. Because he believe if he has something to say it will be artistically. Unlike his fellow mates who are comfortable expressing their emotion our patrick is a private person. I respect his wishes and anticipating of the outcome of his new website.

I hope they have a good long hiatus the boy's deserve it being so tired and been on the road for who's know how long. On top of that the song what a catch donnie probably the only video i seen that does not feature pete wentz in it.

In other new's please check out Panic at the Disco! single New prespective it is an awesome song. Also it has a reminiscent of the old Panic at the Disco! compared to their last album Northern down pour.

So signing off

artistspin

I want to scream

Recently my friend of 3 years who I have grown close to have left the company. Leaving me feeling alone and empty. Plus it doesn't help when someone else who been with the company not as long as I have gotten promoted. Leaving me to feel upappreciated, also I hate when none my manager have any faith in me treating me like I am going screw up. When I don't it's like this breath of fresh air another disaster avoided.

Just because I have a non verbal learning disablity I believe I shouldn't be treated any different and given the same oppurtunity. But in reality that will never happen because of my quirkyness people see that as a gamble.

I want a chance like everyone else not be treated like some circus freak that people stare at. I am human being who have emotions and it does hurt when your own family treat you like you don't exist.

On top of that put you down for not able to get a full time job thinking your just a loser when all you want to do say get the fuck off my back. Wishing they were in your shoes for a day and see how the world treat you, then they would understand. How hard I had to fight for everything from getting into a 4 year college, proving to my family I'm not a fuck up. That they didn't have to worry I was going go down the wrong path.

Because at the end day no one can tell me how's stupid I am, tell me I can't do this and that. In return all I am going say why not and your wasting your breath. I have the right to puruse what I want my ancestor didn't come to this country for nothing.

My review of Hot mess before it store

Cobra has done it again fucking created this masterpiece,

I am currently listening to Hot mess provided by mTV leak and it's fucking awesome. I want just start dancing right now, I can't wait for the album to drop next week. My favorite track beside good girls gone bad, is hot mess. It has a fucking dance beat want make me want just fucking shake my ass. Also another favorite track is number one Good guy's finished last. Oh this is going be on my master mix on my IPOD.

I bought a new Clandestine hoodie

They should start a frequent buyer club with the money I spend on the hoodies =)

Green Day Rocked Td Bank Garden North

7-20-09

On this momentous night Td Bank Garden North got a much needed dose of punk rock when Green Day embarked on the Td bank garden north to promote their new album 21ST century. Before the show there was a long line all away down the down causeway street of people waiting to get inside. It's ironic before you saw a lot of punk kids now it was more little kids with there mom and dad. The show started promptly at 7:30pm. The opening band was the braverly from NYC, I seen them before but I still found them a bit bland for my taste. Around 8:30pm, Green day hit the stage and too their leading front man surprise Billie Joe he noticed there was only 200 people on the floor. So he invited people from both side of the stage who had seat tickets to come down to the floor and cause some ruckus. Which included two mosh pits and guy lighting up a joint in the middle of the concert, I must stay it took several parents by surprise when the pit started forming. Because they were getting thrown around like rag dolls.

In the begining of the show he ran off stage and flew into stage left being surrounded and hugged by a seas of fan. During the show he brought up a little boy to be ordaned name henry, then followed later on by several different people to do a sing along rendition of Burnout. But the creme la de creme is when one lucky fan got to put on Billie Joe guitar and play the begining riff to Jesus of Suburian. Some of the weird song of the included Shout and Stand by me.

Being my first GD concert I was fucking in ahhh and wished they played another night in boston. Because I would def be at both shows. But it brought back good memories of my highschool youth and made me think of how GD showed me it was okay to be weird. Because the one's that are weird ended up always being on top

Love triangle

It was a cold mid decemeber the sky was dark as night and you could see the stars as clear as day. In a small english town in the South of England where Mrs. Quinn reside along with her three daughter and her niece who took refugee their after running from a relationship musican.

Sandra: Girls please pay attention What is the difference between need and to have something?

Kitty: (Giggles I don't know) I'm more interested in the mystery guest that's arriving today. Her sister Libby agreed joyus with her sister yes I am wondering who will be coming today.

Meanwhile a short ride away In horse drawn carriage Pete twittering away on his blackberry as Andy and Joe playing a rosing game of gin rumming. Patrick was staring out the window blowing onto the window pane making shapes and turn to Pete out of bordem.

Patrick: Pete do you know when are getting to this place, I don't know why the hell Abbey want's to get married so far when getting married in chicago seem to make more sense. Pete turn to Patrick according to my Black berry GPS system it look like a couple more hours. Patrick sigh a couple more hours come on, what the fuck are we going to some castle out of Jane Austen era.

Back at the house the girls was still not paying attention and Mrs. Quinn enter the room. Mrs. Quinn girls it's time to stop studying and get ready for the arivial of our guest. Sandra that means you too, Sandra started to play around with an orb of fire and stopping them with ice. Sandra please don't do that in front the kids. Sandra look sadly at her employer then when because one these days your daughter is going find out about me being able to produce fire and ice out my hand. Mrs. Quinn well they will not espicially I took you in as a favor to your uncle now get dress because some boy band name Fall out Boy will be arriving in a couple hours.

As soon Sandra heard those words her heart froze memories of the guys and happy times began to come her, Madama can I just stay up here. Mrs. Quinn turned and said no because I need to you to come downstair and greet them. As you know we are in diar need of money and to rent out Chateau le Fleur would save us having to declare bankrupty ruining any chance these future for these girls. Sandra bit her lip and say as you wish Madama. As the servents helped Sandra into her corset lacing it up she all she could think about is Patrick and his angelic face and how things were left. A stupid arguement over who's know's what.

Meanwhile as the carriage drew closer to the house Patrick began to see this large castle emerging out of the shadow and turn to the guys holy shit. All the guy's sat there in AWWW Wondering where the fuck they were in some winter wonder land. When they arrived at the house the butler open the door for them saying gentlemen welcome please follow me.

Pete mouth drop looking how magicial and beautiful the house was, please sit down the stir. Andy mumbles man where the fuck are we Patrick was right are we in a Jane austen film. Mrs Quinn enter the room Gentlemen no need for getting up please sit down. Patrick answered wow your house is amazing. Mrs Quinn yes I am guessing you are the one getting married, Patrick paused said yes. A faint giggle as two girls emerged Kitty and Lydia, Mrs Quinn gentlemen these are my daughters they are your biggest fans. Madama Quinn I'm sorry i'm late That okay sandra please say hello to our guest.

As soon patrick heard that name he felt his heart dropped to the floor, as he looked at her face. As the rest guy's was containing themselves wanting to jump up to hug her. Hello, I'm sandra you must be patrick, pete, andy, and joe I read from the roster before you came. Patrick was lost for words because he did not know he want to kiss her or just hold her because he has forgotten about their fight. He was more concern of perserving this moment between him and her. Gentlemen we will be having dinner in a few. Sandra show them to their rooms upstair won't you. Yes Madama gentlemen follow me.

As they were walking up the stairs Patrick grabbed sandra hand, Sandra also knew how to control her powers. Sandra noticed his hand and held on as long she could. She smiled at him, Okay guys you guy's each get a seperate room. As soon she finished speaking Joe picked her up and gave her a hug. Sandra felt into a trance remembering what a hug felt like , followed by a whisper by him we've missed you darling Sandra responded I've missed you guy's too. As the guy's settle into room Sandra turned to Patrick follow me your room is next door to mine. Patrick quietly looked at Sandra before saying thank you. Sandra looked at into his eyes and Said Patrick I'm sorry about how things were left between us and congrats about the wedding. Patrick Responded thank you, and me too.

Patrick: Now can stop acting like were strangers and give me. Sandra walk over to Patrick and gave him a hug feeling this rush of passion they once had. Patrick looked into her eyes and threw all ambition out the window out the window and kissed her. Sandra pulled away and began crying saying please no. But then pushes him onto the bed and began to kiss him all over again without any ambition. Telling him she missed him and how much she loved him. Then he pushes her and said please say that again. sandra said what I love you, Patrick look at her I love you too. Then a knock came at the door the butler telling him sir time for dinner. Sandra whisper what were going do.....

to be continue.

Happy Fourth July

As most of you probably be partying I will be sadly working from 2:30pm to close on the fourth. Which fucking blows a chuck load out of my ass. But on to to some good new's my photo was featured in the paparazi section of AP magazine which is fucking awesome. I've been an avid reader since I was in high school, and it was my dream to be in the mag. Maybe my dreams are not so far fetch to work for the music business.

Check out the new video its fucking awesome

thank you everyone for a fucking awesome birthday and also I bought two new clandestine shirts

I bought two new fucking shirt I am loving it bitches

Frustration

First off work been sucking major ass because business is bad and I've been working one day a week on top of that my boss decides to rehire people. Which is fucking dumbass move since I am not getting the hours and it's going to people who've been with the company less than month. Second I am sick of working at a job where I have act like a trained monkey who fucking got to smile every damn day. I am fucking human being, I do get sick of the question this job must be fun, or parents who leave their kids behind. I hate doing birthday parties because the kids either are a pain or the parents are.You know what this my fucking blog I can moan and grown about work all I want. Because companies do not have a right to restrict their workers from expressing their frustration to the world. If that was the case they should just take free speech away and lock them away like lab rats.,

second I am fucking sad I will not be attending the Blink 182, FOB, and PATD show because they are playing 2 hrs away from where I live. But the flip side at least I will be seeing Green day in July which is one thing I can check off my list. I've been wanting to see them since I was 15 year old. Third I am getting fucking old in three weeks my 29th birthday is approaching.

Last weekend I attended my cousin small wedding, it was a nice small wedding with a lot of ups and down. First off when we arrived everyone was waiting outside the church waiting for a mass to end, I found it kind of odd that my cousin and groom sat the whole time during the wedding. Usually don't husband and wife suppose to stand? Later on at the reception had to dread talking to family members answering the obvious question school, work, and so forth. The icing on the cake is when my uncle friend who my parents and I shared a table with, asked me how long i've been with the company I told him three year and he made a scarcastic remark wow soon mananger. Wedding suppose be time to see families and friends, I think it's like a pagent and you are being judged.